lilboigod

So its 6:30AM right now as I type this. I've been up for 4 freaking hours already. Can you believe that? Well, I can, because I was there to feel every agony and pain of those 4 hours that just dragged on and on. What was I doing at such an ungodly hour? Why, bio of course. Why is bio so fun? Ugh... I just can't get enough of it, even at 2:30AM. When'd I go to sleep last night? Why, 12:00 in fact. What a short, unfulfilling nap =(. Anyway, well I think this has given me a new resolve to study harder, because it's been a while since I've actually bothered to study (anything at all), and hopefully it will pay off. Regardless, I think it was a good experience. I'm strange aren't I?

However... my inspiration came from elsewhere (I'm not crazy enough to make me do this myself). That would be dear little Amy Lu. She told me last night a little before 12:00AM that she still had tons of work to do (understandable), so she wanted to take a nap (again, understandable) until 2-3AM and then she'd get up to do her work at this ungodly hour (not unheard of in the case of the aforementioned person). She then proceeded to tell me that if I were crazy enough, she might see me at that time (which alludes to the fact that she most definitely should wake up at that time). Now, I wake up at 2:30AM, and lo and behold, no Amy. I decide to wait it out till 3, I mean, she did say 2 - 3. Hmm... no Amy at 3:00AM. I thus decided that I'd give her another hour leeway, because it's justifiable to hit your snooze button for an hour, especially at 3:00AM in the morning. An hour later, with a bowl of ramen (which tastes absolutely wonderful at anytime from 11:00 PM to 6AM, just because the godliness of ramen counterracts the ungodliness of the hour) I did not find Amy to be present. Yes, the same Amy Lu that said she would likely be up sometime from 2-3. Something is not right here.

Alas... I think I'll forgive her in due time. Maybe after I get my A on this bio test today. Hah, fine I'll be more realistic and cut her some slack. Maybe... after I take a nice nap.

wow so.. 6 hours of apush later.. I'm feeling so restless. I felt like livejournal would be adequate enough to express my feelings of... anxiety? stress? restlessness? with a simple mood smiley. Haha, that feature is so useful. Anyway. Yea. So I'm feeling like... I need a break of some sort. I just can't concentrate for that long (well, not anymore). I needa go out and run.. or do something. But of course, I can't, because if I do my Asian parents will be like dubbayou tee eff, why are you going outside in the dark? Stop wasting time, go do your homework, go study for SATs. And naturally, like a good little boy, I'll retreat to my room and re-open my APUSH textbook. How wonderful.

I'm fat. How can I have gained 7 pounds over the summer. How come I can't cut down to 140. Why am I stuck at 146 no matter how hard I try (although in fact, it's nice because whether I starve myself or eat a lot it doesn't seem to matter). Meh. That is life. I'll just have to wrestle humongous people. *sigh*...

So amazingly enough, I'm actually posting here on livejournal rather than xanga, I have no idea why. But, anyway, no more of that, that topic's gotten old. Today I present..

Why am I getting owned by computer science?
Comp sci is so freaking.. ugh. At first, I thought it was the easiest class in the world. Ok, why am I kidding, it still is. Comp Sci AP has got to be the easiest AP course ever. At least, that was what experience had taught me until Thursday. So I got home at 3:30ish, kinda meh, started doing my Comp Sci homework at 4, hoping to finish our program by 5 at the very very latest. I had gottne used to spending 30-45 minutes every other day or whatever on comp sci hw, but uh, something went wrong.. very wrong. I ended up working on the freaking program until 6, and I was like, err alright, I'll come back to this after dinner. After dinner, I worked on the freaking thing for the whole night, until 1 in the morning. Ok, dubbayou tee eff is that? I think, I want to kill someone. Today I've started working on it again, and I still can't figure out the thing that's blocking my progress. This is stupid. God dam.

Actually, I really am kinda relaxed and watever about it right now. Meh, ah well.

mm yea, that's all for now folks

Agh someone help me.. I don't know which to appreciate more. Well actually, I do like xanga a lot more. However, how stupid is it to have a livejournal, and not put anything in it? So I guess I have to just switch off. Or maybe, I can post on both. No, that's too much work/stupid for the ppo who read both (does anybody really like me that much? scary thoughts). Well... how about I just post on whichever one I happen to be surfing... Hmm.. that still has an unfair bias against livejournal.


oh what to do

why are there so many choices.. o_O

So this livejournal thing is kinda.. interesting? Well actually not really. I don't find this thing too great, sorry to you hardcore LJ fans out there.

This page is kinda bland isn't it? Maybe I should do something about it, maybe I shouldn't. I sure don't know how.

Anyway, just posting, cause I feel weird having a blogging thing and not using it to blog... or at least attempt to blog. Meh.


Oh.. how bout.. everyone who comes here, visit my xanga instead? I'm a xanga fanatic (well not quite so either, meh).

http://www.xanga.com/lilboigod